Your texture can't disappear, It will stay there, but you can lighten the force color, or you can lighten the star to white, it's currently yellow.
It wouldn't disappear because the hold/relax has the texture when you hold/relax/contract/extend.
Your force color is dark, making THAT dark, making the force and the texture dark, making it turn blue acccording to your force color, making it look like it's messed up which it's not, making that the whole summary.
Everyone has this, you can just get a lighter joint texture, look at Erth's left pec texture, that looks kinda funny.