how do you get your own dead soul? like without buying it?

Well, there was an event called The Deadly Event or something like that. The prize was 1kk, or 1 mil.
So yeah, there are missions you need to compete, and if you fail, you get banned. Everyone who got banned/lost that event got a dead soul each person. I don't think you can get it without buying anymore.

ohwow thats harsh