so i finally did it
my experience is so hard to explain
the first trip out of the two was extremely peaceful and felt like pure love that expressed its self throught sounds that became visual patterns

The second trip was way more intense
the song i was listening to became its own song
patterns kept flowering out of my imagination
while the heaviest presence came out of no where
it looked like a silhouette that was glowing with a black aura
It felt like it spoke to me through pure cognition
It had no emotion but was wondering why i was there

anyway if you wanna see a picture i drew of it then it is below
but please know that this picture is 1 dimensional compared to what i saw
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