Bro, you just need to go ingame and play the mod that you like best. If you play it more often, then you'll get better. Just PM some good sparrers if you wanna get better at sparring. I dunno, you should stay though. You have a good clan running, no matter the arguments. You shouldn't leave because you lost some skills. Also, about your sets, just keep practicing on your own style. Use reference pics to help you get an idea, then try to create it into your own version. If you keep making sets, you'll get better at it, and people will want to buy them. Practicing in SP is boring, I know, but it will help you if you wanna get better at sparring. Watch some videos showing some tricks, and try to recreate that into toribash. All I'm saying is that you should practice everything you want to gain. Even if you already had it and lost it, you should try to get it again. You shouldn't leave just because of small flaws like this.