Ok, I'm thinking of leaving.
I want to create a clan of my own, something that is stable. Something I can rely on. The thing with this clan is, it is solely focusing on sparring and parkour, while what we need to get into events and stuff is ABD skills. While we have a few members who are good at ABD, we don't specialise in it. And that's what we need to get more well known and to get into events. But, I'm afraid. I'm afraid because if I leave, the clan will probably fall through as it was doing before I joined (Not bigging my self up at all). I tried really hard to resurrect this clan, and I don't want to see it go to waste, but it will... If I'm honest, a lot of the members including me don't focus on what the clan is all about; sparring and parkour.
So, like I said. I am thinking of making my own little clan and starting afresh. I have no idea how to do it. I don't know if I'll make it. But, I don't even know if I'll do it yet. I am stuck. Do I help you guys while not being happy myself, or do I leave, watch the clan possibly die and struggle/blossom when creating my own clan. I am.... I don't know... I don't know what to do. I love you guys no matter what I do though. ;~;
I don't want this to happen to us.