I've been there man.. it's a dreadful experience. Try not to put energy into the whole mood. The more you put into it, the worse it gets, and the deeper you get, the harder it is to dig your way out. There's one sure way out of this though, and it's through your perspective. I can't explain it entirely, but the best way to overcome the situation is by changing your perspective of it. I've been through a lot, and if you ever need somebody who can relate, just hit me up with a private message or something alright? It's always good to have some support there right? So you know, if you want to talk, hit me up. Doesn't even have to be about what's on your mind. Could just be for the company. Either way, I'm here for you mate. Just let me know if there's anything I can do for you. You have my support.