that
that was glorious pusga
gg
RAMBLEWARNING INCOMING
This part of reality gives me anxiety. Not even shitting you, i've been suffering from increasing amounts of anxiety recently because of problems like that. I'd love to just goof around and be artsy and game developy all day, but for that, i need money. Money that i'm probably not going to get by doodling dinosaurs and working on a free game. I'd have to be EXTREMELY ENTERTAINING to a VERY LARGE bunch of very generous people at a VERY HIGH frequency if that was to work out. I am extremely grateful for the few people who actually stick around to see what i do next, but i wouldn't expect anyone to throw their entire life savings at me because a drawing made them giggle. I mean, i sure as well wouldn't MIND if people were to accidentally drop me some donations every now and then, but i have no expectation or demand of that.
More realistically, i'd get money from a job, preferrably one that isn't soul-crushing. Most of the non-soul-crushing jobs require a degree, and i can't for the life of me bring myself to be a proper diligent student. The classes i can manage to participate in and keep up with are the ones that i can easily hang on to by not doing any additional studying beyond the lectures; ideally not even the lectures either. As soon as it gets difficult, my brain just goes on strike, declares it to be a waste of time and generally refuses to cooperate. In fact, allow me to try and illustrate the kind of feeling i get when i'm expected to do difficult homework at home.
That's how it feels like; as if my subconscious is actively re-enacting WW2 inside my skull. Compared to how most others would feel when being assigned a lengthy piece of homework, that's a rather extreme reaction. Now guess why i'm not entirely keen on it being damn near necessary to get a degree? :I
that was glorious pusga
gg
Originally Posted by Dscigs
Schrodner gave the idea that we waste our lives because the majority of people don't do anything with their time. They are told that they need to go into a certain field because thats the only way we can make enough money to support our families. In actual practice, have you ever noticed how lots of adults are dull and miserable despite having everything they think they want. As a 20 year old they tell themselves that they'll travel the world when they're older and more financially stable, but that doesnt happen because when they get a job theyre told that if they take a year off they'll lose their job. Then they don't do anything due to that pressure from society which tells them to submit because thats the only way they'll be happy, through money. That's Schroeders idea and principal which you can see everyday in life. I can see it everyday everywhere, Idk it could be different elswhere in the world.
There are exceptions to this idea that you see but the general public you see everyday that drags themselves out of bed everyday to do something that they don't want to really embodies this idea.
RAMBLEWARNING INCOMING
This part of reality gives me anxiety. Not even shitting you, i've been suffering from increasing amounts of anxiety recently because of problems like that. I'd love to just goof around and be artsy and game developy all day, but for that, i need money. Money that i'm probably not going to get by doodling dinosaurs and working on a free game. I'd have to be EXTREMELY ENTERTAINING to a VERY LARGE bunch of very generous people at a VERY HIGH frequency if that was to work out. I am extremely grateful for the few people who actually stick around to see what i do next, but i wouldn't expect anyone to throw their entire life savings at me because a drawing made them giggle. I mean, i sure as well wouldn't MIND if people were to accidentally drop me some donations every now and then, but i have no expectation or demand of that.
More realistically, i'd get money from a job, preferrably one that isn't soul-crushing. Most of the non-soul-crushing jobs require a degree, and i can't for the life of me bring myself to be a proper diligent student. The classes i can manage to participate in and keep up with are the ones that i can easily hang on to by not doing any additional studying beyond the lectures; ideally not even the lectures either. As soon as it gets difficult, my brain just goes on strike, declares it to be a waste of time and generally refuses to cooperate. In fact, allow me to try and illustrate the kind of feeling i get when i'm expected to do difficult homework at home.
That's how it feels like; as if my subconscious is actively re-enacting WW2 inside my skull. Compared to how most others would feel when being assigned a lengthy piece of homework, that's a rather extreme reaction. Now guess why i'm not entirely keen on it being damn near necessary to get a degree? :I
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various places to find me lol
various places to find me lol
