I can't rap either. xD Girls don't rap.

I can only rap to songs I have memorized. Like, rap songs that I listen to and I memorize, I hear the beat, I can than rap to it when I hear the beat.

Why the self confidence drop?

Lol, I can do that too.

I'm so amazing he has to feel bad about himself to hide his flaws.

Just really personal issues that went on in my life. When I was only about 6 or 7, when I was in 7th grade, 8th grade, I'd rather not talk about it. I try not to show that I have low self confidence by ignoring the people that bug me and remind me of it, but it's just in my head. The only places I feel that I have skills in is gaming. That's what got me to how good I am in gaming, but that isn't too good of a thing to my family. Gaming is where I feel that I am myself at. Where I feel that I can actually do good in. I would rather not talk about why I feel that I can't do good in life (which I can and do, but I don't feel that way even when it's proven(that I can do good)). Sorry if this got a little too "emotional" or personal about me. Just a very talkative guy. And I don't feel bad about myself to hide my flaws, I feel bad because of stuff from my past. I'm not afraid to admit my flaws, or dis advantages
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@concon
I'm watching your "concon vs the world they be tricking me"

No problem man we all can be really talkative/emotional at times.

Thanks for understanding

Don't worry about being too emotional around me. I've been through the mental hospital. Suffered depression. Raped. Lost my family back in Vietnam. I was an orphan until I was adopted. I can take emotional.

Well this got dark really quick.........

Sorry guess. Didn't mean to be a downer.