dont u fuckin think i am a fucking kid and im not able to payback my fuckin older bro. im not defenseless! i checked the recycle bin. if it would be just that i wouldnt even mention about it. and the thing about my brother is that he is a sadist, according to me, noone else, he had hard childhood... well harder than mine, because as far as i kno, our father never really loved him (while when i born he never did anything bad to me). idk i wasnt yet in the world when he was a kid. the other thing about my brother is that if he wasnt member of my familly i would rip off head of this bitch! but im too kind. i need to become more brave, so i could kill this fucker, for destroying my youth!