Well, to advice everyone, that's hard to me, you don't know my reasons, essence isn't the only clan that i have in my mind... I really like essence, and again in making another choice, i declined Chess to join Essence ( and since, i cancelled the essence app to apply chess, i was so close to got accepted and i cancel this app too, because essence invite-me ).
I just want to say that i really don't want make anyone mad or something like dat and btw, i would like to be a ally if i don't back to Essence.