Normally I wouldn't believe you about the shyness thing, but your app shows that you are indeed a bit young and seemingly shy, so I'll say yes to you. Though there are higher powers than me in here, so if you don't get accepted, you can chill in our IRC channel (check my thread titled "New Supervisor") and I'll try to help you with that.
Jafri246: There is no reapplying after you have left. You suck at judo? Try here:
http://forum.toribash.com/forumdisplay.php?f=509
If that doesn't work, remember the three Ps: Practice, Patience, Perseverance.