should i also apply again in a week or two? or am i in?, please, take your time with the decision, the reason i want to join is because i want to be known as a respectable replay maker, it would defeat the purpose if you let me in with doubts. i will always respect your decision, and you have a lot on your plate... so when you get time, i want you to think long and hard about your decision to let me join or not.