My prefrontal cortex is due for maturation. As I approach this major stage in development, I want to have outside perspective as I reflect on the life that I have lived thus far and make adjustments to achieve the life I want to lead and eventually leave behind. Having been a part of this community for over 15 years between all my accounts there has been no shortage of people that I have come across; no doubt I have engrained some fragment or idea in them and them in me. While there have been dozens of individuals that I have lost contact with over the years, there is a select handful that I am familiar with now outside of Toribash - and I cherish the opportunity to keep up with them and see how far they've grown/changed from spectating in a quick aikido lobby queue years ago.

With diminishing population and low playerbase retention, I won't have a greater chance than now to pose this question. I have gone on hiatus many times and each time I return, the list of familiar names gets smaller and smaller. While there is still a list that I am familiar with, I want to know: what is your least fond memory of me? What are traits or characteristics that bring you unease that I can try to amend? For the unfamiliar, what are some preconceived notions you have about me? Who do you think is on the other side of the username, "visceral"?