I've always seen relationships as a 1 time thing. If you're with someone, and you have problems, and split up it probably won't work a second time. Just go out and find someone new. You control how happy you are. If you sit around, and tell yourself that nothing will get better, it probably won't. I might not know how you feel, exactly, but I've had a rough life, and I know what hard times are like. On a lighter note, cigarettes do help. Unless you're too young, then they're bad, and you're all bad kids for wanting them.