Had one of those episodes again
I couldn't even finish taking a shower because I knew it was coming so I got out
Looked in the mirror I was pale as fuck no color in my cheeks or lips
Then I fucking struggled keyword STRUGGLED to put on my clothes, I barely could stand or lift my arm or raise my head
So after a few minutes of my ears and face burning and feeling the worst I could ever possiblely feel in my life like I can't imagine anything in the world that is more painful and uncomfortable, I totally throw up into my sink about 8 times and now my face is cold and burning at the same time
I think I should see a doctor because I feel like I'd rather be dead then go through one of those again I can't even explain it