hmmmmmm.

the first girl i was ever in any way attracted to...

started in kindergarten, she was blonde, pale, and had freckles.

i was a completely socially retarded kid.

she somehow found out whether it was me telling her or something and we spent the next few years just being kids. it wasn't really any kind of relationship, no i show you and you show me, no kisses, nothing at all. just friends. i went to her house a few times, but that's it.

then she moved away in 4th grade and came back in 6th. when i saw her i was pretty surprised and i said hi and etc. that year we became acquaintances. now, in 10th grade, she's landed herself as a cheerleader, and we're limited to saying hi in the halls once in a while.

she really didn't bloom well.